life's never been fair

31 December 2009

hey peepos!!!! ive been M.I.A for simply a long time .. for a month dont you think so.? i think yea ... the last was when i went for a poly camp in november and now, today is the last day of the year .. its on the 31st of December TWO-ZERO-ZERO-NINE!!!! the last day of the year was supposed to be the good one so that you will end 2009 the happiest way you can right.?

but not for me, im dead! im pissed off!! @!?^$. pfft! i know i hurt you .. im supposed to have a date with you today .. its all been plan for .. but something gone wrong ... it was a last minute thingy ... about family .. something that i could not run away from ... haishh! i know youre mad at me .. the way you text me just now .. i know it .. although we just know each other, i have the feelings .. ive gone through this .. i know and i understand how are you feeling .. youre upset most probably ... i apologised deeply from my heart ... we've been planning this like how weeks ago .. but i postponing things .. and now things turn bad again .. urghh! im soo fcuked up! niwaes.. ive promised you that ill treat you one day without missed ... dont get mad at me okayy .. pls.?

now the time is showing approximately two more hours till midnight .. and there it goes .. a new aspiration to build .. i just hope that in TWENTY- TEN .. things that im going through now will move on smoothly ... seriously.. not kidding .. i wanna go watch tv now .. ill be back once the clock strukk midnight!!!!! wait up yea.?

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09 November 2009

i loved you still <3

I JUST WANNA BE WITH YOU AGAIN .. CAN I ..? ]=

i wanna this date to come to life again ...

12DECEMBER2008 ..

i miss talking to you so muchh ..

i realised that i loved you still ..

i get jealous when i found out that you were in a relationship with someone else ..

im get so mad to myself because im so stoopid for not accepting you and i regret it ..

i know ive hurt you deeply ..

*sobsob* ]=

12Dec08 is precious to me!!!

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28 October 2009

exam fever shivers

exam mode now .. its gives shivers you know .. i think i study too hard and it gives me headache .. dont know why[?] ..

i need alot of rest taw .. tsktsk .. *sobsob*

niwaes .. im not confident that i will pass .. though still praying hard and studying hard too okayy ..

4 papers is done .. papers okayy[!] not subject .. still a few more to go .. i really want to do well taw ..

pfft .. short post for today luhhs ..

no mood to post longer than this .. ahakz .. :DDD

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22 October 2009

hey my fellow readers ..! just then had my O level science practical exam .. pheww ..

all i can say is that it was definitely not that easy for me .. some said that theres not enough time to do .. physics was okayy ..but the theory spoils it .. i dont know how to do the theory .. damn.! then chemistry was hell .. i did two times .. the first time the experiment tak menjadi .. dont know why[?] .. pfft .. then the second time menjadi .. but im dont know luhhs whether the experiment is correct or not .. hope it is .. andand hoping it to be right is one thing ..another thing is doing a silly mistake .. 1st time in my secondary life doing experiment i broke a boiling tube .. tsktsk ..

what to expect right .. i guess my marks will be penalised .. aiyohh .. ]=

nevermind luhhs .. i just hope that i will do well for the written papers next week ..

-Monday >> O level english paper 1&2

i definitely need to pass english .. *praying* =D

anyways .. before i forget .. i wanna say ..

TO MY DEAREST FRIENDS IN THIS VERY EARTH WHOs TAKING THE VERY SAME EXAM WITH ME ,,,

i just wanna say all the best to All .. strive for the best .. effort must be there .. hope we pass the exam ..

and see you aroung in poly ... =D

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16 October 2009